On the surface, we've been wed for nearly a month (Gregorian). In reality, we have been wed for nearly a year. A little over one moon (true "month") away until that anniversary's arrival.
Marriage to you, Lola, is similar to my marriage to Yah.
Whether you can see me or not, I must stay true.
Even within my thoughts do I check myself.
I am often asked how it feels to be married, and I cannot attest to some astronomical change as to how I feel. Maybe this was due to my prior Covenant made with Yahuah. (Being the Overseer of our union, He is ever-present and relevant).
Maybe commitment is so threatening an idea to typical people of today because they lack the commitment to our Creator. Without the attachment that is the most natural and fundamental to have, being the aforementioned, how does humanity expect to handle shallower commitments?
The lesser is now magnified to being such a monumental meld while the Greatest is altogether dismissed. THAT is the reason for so much divorce and discord in unions of today.
Ultimately, it is our lack of a bond, and lack of a profound love for our Creator that we are so lost and disoriented as we travail the span of our lifetimes.
I am consumed, reliant, vulnerable, endowed, and subservient in my marriages.
It is my personal goal to breathe my last in such a condition.
Continually active in my pursuit of my loves.
I can always love you better.
I am with you, yet I miss you.
Your beloved, continually trying,
Hart
